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2024 Michelle Boisseau Prize Runner-Up
Gary McDowell

THOUGHTS AS I SPIN MY WEDDING RING AROUND MY FINGER

Just beyond the mouth of the river

where silt shifts to krill, a pod of orcas

 

drift through. No, that’s not right,

that’s not what I saw. Just beyond

 

the treeline a pair of antlers over ten

feet tall, a moose, no, two moose

 

and a calf, split the reeds toward

the lake’s shore. No, that’s not it

 

either; I’ve never seen that. I have

seen, though, a school of tarpon

 

breach the Gulf’s surface, their

iridescent scales beneath the sun

 

like aluminum foil over a Fourth

of July fruit platter. Take it from me,

 

please, my longing. The difference

between sentiment and sentimentality

 

is half of everything I’ll ever own. Just

outside my window is a hollow stump.

 

Last spring a beehive formed deep

in its cavity. Faces here are transparent.

 

The heart too. The emptiness I hold

is universal, a condition with no cure.

 

 

Gary McDowell is the author/editor of seven books, most recently Aflame (White Pine Press, 2020), winner of the 2019 White Pine Press Poetry Prize. His poems and essays have appeared in dozens of literary magazines, including The American Poetry Review, The Nation, Ploughshares, Poetry Northwest, and West Branch. He is Professor of English at Belmont University in Nashville, TN, where he lives with his family.

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